To Lose Something You've Never Had

I wake up again, always in the same place. And I don't want to get up. I don't want to go outside again. I'm so tired, I'm afraid; I don't want to lose you yet. But I know in the first place, I knew in the first place, Losing you was a foretelling end. How much it hurts to lose something you've never had? How much I want to have you in my arms. Often I have dreamed in finding an unknown land. Dreamed of sailing a vast sea to reach a far away star. But reality hits my eyes and blinds me with it light, And then I sit alone in the corner of my mind. How much it hurts to lose something you've never had? How much I want to have you in my arms. How we believe for a glimpse that this could be real? How bittersweet is to end the things like this.