Nothing (Dr. Stockill, Emily)

I look at them I look at them and I feel nothing I hear them scream I hear them scream and I feel nothing I watch them bleed I watch them bleed and I feel nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing For they deserve it I hold them down I hold them down and I feel nothing I stop their mouths I stop their mouths and I feel nothing I see them die I make them die and I feel nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing For they deserve it I don't know why (I don't know why) I don't know why I haven't killed her I don't know why he hasn't killed me There is a voice (there is a voice) Inside me, telling me I should Telling me my time is at its end She's just the same (I'm just the same) She's just the same As all the others Others, I cannot leave them (she's stronger now) Because of them (she's stronger now) I'm stronger now Than when I came (than when she came) My God, it sickens me to touch her If only I could get my hands free And yet, my pulse, it quickens as I do (if only I could move) Let's play our game (I'd try to run) Where would you go? (I'd tell someone) Who do you know? Come now, you're cleverer than that I'd find you in five seconds flat I'd use the key How would you get it? Someday you'll see Is that a threat? There now, she's finally closed her eyes I wonder why she never cries There's something keeping her alive Something that I can't bottle up She should be dead by now with everything I've done to her I've given her the strongest dose Of all these whores she's had the most She should be underneath the ground But she's alive I am the savior of this world For this I've killed a thousand girls But every time I watch one die I'm thinking only of the first one The first one, the first one, the first one, the first one The first one, the first one, the first one She is the closest thing I have to a companion Yet, I look at her I look at her and I feel Nothing