Suffering

Go! Always getting nervous when I get a call Don't want no one knowing that I hit a wall Take me back to when I was stronger But I keep thinking that the medicine will fix everything But the truth hurts worse when you're all alone When your heart tells you lies with the dirt in your eyes No need to tell me why (There's no need to te-) I am (I am) struggling 'cause I'm free-falling down I am (I am) discovering that it keeps going down Right into the dark where I won't be found And maybe that's why I am (I am) suffering 'Cause I'm free-falling down ('Cause I'm free-falling down) Feeling under pressure even when I'm fine Ain't nobody there to pull me out from my decline The stormy weather It follows me, follows me while I'm tumbling, tumbling down I've been sick and fucking tired of feeling numb (feeling numb) The only thing I want is to give up This will be the last time that I ever break (you won't break me) There's no need to tell me why I am (I am) struggling 'cause I'm free-falling down I am (I am) discovering that it keeps going down Right into the dark where I won't be found And maybe that's why I am (I am) suffering 'Cause I'm free-falling down Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh (I'm free-falling down) Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh Why do I feel this way? You know I'm not okay It's gonna break me! I've seen the worst in me (worst in me) Wait until you see ('til you see) I'm better left to bleed I'd rather face it on my own (There's no need to tell me why) I am struggling 'cause I'm free-falling down I am discovering (that it keeps going down) Right into the dark where I won't be found And maybe that's why I am (I am) suffering 'Cause I'm free-falling down 'Cause I'm free-falling down 'Cause I'm free-falling down